Nerve
Editor-in-Chief: Jack Murnighan Reviewed by Ingrid Woodrow
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Nerve Editor-in-Chief: Jack Murnighan jack@nerve.com
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Editor's Note: We first reviewed Nerve in November,
1998. Since then the site has grown tremendously in scope,
influence, and quality of content. With their recent Webby award (Winner
Print & Zines) we thought it was time we revisited this wonderful
site.
Nerve exists, we are told by the founders, "because sex is beautiful
and absurd," a subject in need of "a fearless, intelligent forum for both
genders." The staff understands that sex is "lush terrain for good writers"
and offer us "cliche-shattering prose and fiction." Indeed, the fiction
and poetry featured on Nerve is as good as any on a number of top-shelf
e-zines, the only difference being a willingness to tackle sexually explicit
material without resorting to macho Playboy-style stories. The first piece
I read was "Driving Lessons" by J.T. Leroy, and it took my breath away
with its literate, sensual depiction of a sex worker learning the ropes:
I'd have contests with Sarah. We'd lay on our backs,
side by side on some motel bed, with our heads hanging, tilted back
over the side of the bed, till our mouth, esophagus and throat would
all line up. Then we'd put in a carrot as deep as we could without
gagging. We'd mark the carrot with our top teeth and after we'd see
who is the better head giver. Sarah always won.
"You win cause you're older and bigger," I told her
once and she slapped my face so hard I saw stars.
"Don't you ever call me old and big," she said and
ran out crying.
There are other small wonders: Justin Tussing's "Heat Wave" with its
depiction of Edie Applewhite's sensuous visitation from her husband, dead
three years now; Stacey Richter's "What She Wanted," with its achingly
true rendition of a girl who always goes for the wrong men, and the fictitious
personals written by Nerve staff with headings like, "Self-Loathing
Narcissus Seeks Same," and "Mutant Seeks Whatever."
The poetry section is outstanding. The highlight for me was Mark Bibbins'
"Knowing You Could Is Better Than Knowing You Will":
In light like this we become automatic and can reach each other
What a difficult noise to hold and clearly making love is all that.
Along with the classy fiction and prose, there are personal essays by
the likes of Naomi Wolf, Erica Jong and former US Surgeon General Joycelyn
Elders. There are the 'Star Firsts' from Cher, Dr. Ruth, Boy George, Gore
Vidal and Debbie Reynolds. (Admittedly, most of these first-time sex anecdotes
are culled from memoirs and auto/biographies.) There are also weekly columns
like "Jack's Naughty Bits" dedicated to dredging up "great
sexy scenes from the history of literature" and "Two on One," in
which two critics go head-to-head over a recent book or film.
Nerve also features the obligatory artsy photographs of semi-naked
people featured photographer Spencer Tunick was also a guest in the
chat room, which is part of the NerveCenter, a section you must join if
you want your work considered for inclusion in Nerve. It may also
help, I suspect, if you opt for the premium (paid) membership. The NerveCentre
offers access to chatrooms, a page-making facility, a free email address,
and more, and was for me one of the most interesting parts of the site,
perhaps because of the interactive features (always helps on a sex-oriented
site, I guess).
I liked this site so much that by the end of my visit I was seriously
considering the Nerve Baby-Tee and the Nerve Hip Flask, both of which
are, of course, emblazoned with the "enigmatic Nerve logo." There's no
denying that, in terms of both design and content, Nerve is a great
site. But then again I'd expect nothing less from a 'zine which began
with an anonymous contribution of $150,000 and was co-founded by Ivy Leaguer
Rufus Griscom and his girlfriend Genevieve Field. Genevieve laments the
fact that the Nerve staff have had to sink to stunts like appearing
semi-naked on 60 Minutes II in order to generate the publicity
they can't afford on their annual shoestring budget. I wonder if she realizes
how many other worthy 'zines, run on a fraction of this (strangely enough,
unspecified) amount, have fallen by the wayside because their content
isn't as media-friendly as that of Nerve (i.e., sex)? They can't
be doing too badly, considering the upcoming Spring launch of their "high
quality glossy" print magazine. A book is already on the shelves (Literate
Smut), and there's even a TV show in the works, apparently.
Nerve's press kit offers a who's who of US print media, from Vanity
Fair, Newsweek, the Wall Street Journal and the New
York Times to Cosmopolitan magazine. A closer look at the articles
reveals a somewhat ambivalent attitude towards the 'zine itself, using
it more as a starting point for discussions about freedom of speech on
the Internet, a topic that obviously hits a nerve (sorry) with the folks
from this 'zine given that they launched their site on June 26, 1997:
the day that the US Supreme Court struck down the Communications Decency
Act. I get the impression that they are all for freedom of content/information
as long as it doesn't offend their prestigious client list. Luckily
for the people at Nerve, their content is supreme. Bookmark this
site. Then again, you could probably just as well read the book. Or the
magazine. Failing that, just sit back and wait for the TV show.
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Ingrid Woodrow is a writer based in Brisbane, Australia. Her first novel,
Goddess and the Galaxy Boy, will be published in early 2001. She is completing a PhD in Creative Writing at the University of
Queensland and working on a new novel.She is also the founding editor of the online
writing journal Mangrove, which is listed as a "Site of National
Significance" in the National Library of Australia's PANDORA archive.
Further information and samples of her work can be obtained by visiting www.uq.edu.au/~eniwoodr
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