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A deadline is what he used to see on the Northumbrian coastline, in among the marine skipping rope that stretched between the mud and the sea, where those creatures had all but given up hope of surviving, and they now in their broken forms, skipped the slaps of the incoming tide, the gulls who had wheeled and dealed with the sky, now a bony jigsaw, and the crabs with expressions like nineteen fifties' railway porters, only recognizable by the odd claw, the molluscs all perished, scooped out by fate, and in these morning peregrinations, he felt somewhat at ease, contented, as the cold breeze blew across his face, Now in his forties, he sees another deadline, one that transports people from their home to grey destinations in the cities, as he holds the strap in the train he watches the houses blur into a sea of memories, into the day he and his father fished for whiting, the sun glanced over the cliffs, and then into the tomorrow, when the dingy is pushed over by a swell, his childhood drowning in the entrance of a subway tunnel.
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