The Little Death Paul Rabinowitz Macro-Fiction

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by Paul Rabinowitz

Published in Issue No. 237 ~ February, 2017

Each night our mascot— a black and white cat— sneaks into the base searching for a warm lap and scraps of food. Tonight our reconnaissance unit joins an elite group of combat fighters. These tough guys volunteer for their unit with the promise of death missions into enemy territory. Our orders are to confiscate cars and driver’s licenses from local farmers. This allows us to drive through villages undetected and gather information about terrorist activity.

“Be careful tonight,” our captain warns. “When you get back there’ll be hot chocolate on the stove.”

Darkness falls. We set ourselves into ambush formation and wait for our prey.

“Get out of the car and hand me your license,” the young commander barks.

“By whose authority,” the farmer questions.

“Fuck you— that’s whose authority.”

He slowly gets out of his car and looks into the commander’s eyes. “If I give you my car I can’t get to work, if I can’t get to work I will lose my job, if I lose my job I can’t feed my family— no, I can’t give you my car.”

The commander waits for him to finish and then cocks his gun and points it at the ground.

“If you don’t give us your car you lose your foot,” he says.

The farmer looks at the ground where the commander is pointing the rifle and says, “I can’t give you my car.”

Suddenly there is a rustle in the bushes and the little cat appears. For a moment his meow breaks the tension and everyone in the unit giggles nervously— except the farmer and the commander.

“Let’s return his license and move on,” I suggest.

He looks at me as if I am less than a soldier, but agrees. He gives the farmer his license and slams the butt of his rifle into his stomach. The farmer doubles over and falls to his knees.


We return to the base before dawn, sip hot chocolate, and sit around telling stories of the evening’s mission. Suddenly there is a noise in the nearby woods— the commander tells everyone to get down and be quiet. Our mascot comes prancing into our party, rubbing his body against the commander’s leg. We all break out in laughter.


The commander looks at me with a forced smile, cocks his rifle, and with one shot silences the cat forever.

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Paul Rabinowitz is an author, photographer, and founder of ARTS By The People, a nonprofit arts organization based in New Jersey. Paul’s photography and short fiction have appeared in many magazines and journals including Long Exposure Magazine, Linden Avenue Literary Journal, Pif Magazine, and others. Paul is the author of Limited Light, a book of prose and portrait photography, and a novella, The Clay Urn, (Main Street Rag, 2020). Paul is at work on two novels Confluence and Grand Street, Revisited. Paul has produced many mixed media performances and poetry animation films that have appeared on stages and in theaters in New York City, New Jersey, Tel Aviv, and Paris. Paul is a spoken word performer and the founder of “The Platform,” a monthly literary series in New Jersey, and Platform Review, a journal of voices and visual art from around the world.